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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 00:48:42 GMT

cel and me at karate kid.... her despidida party. . :( miss you girl!!!!

Happy hearts day to everyone!!! mwah!!!!

Sunday, February 04, 2007

Sun, 04 Feb 2007 06:23:10 GMT

okay... so it's like months na since i last posted... like, what's new? Anyway... New year.. New me.. So another year older... oh my god! i'm 19 already... (like what's the big deal?)

For the past 3 months.. Ang dami na ng nangyari.. Like a famous line from a famous movie: "Life is a box of chocolate, you'll never know what you're gonna get..."

I've been too busy with school... Need to pass all the concepts of NCM 102.. i passed my GIT concept.. kudos for me!!Ü haha

- and you know what? last week... i had the chance to have a chat with abren!! haha and i got sooooo kilig! hehehe i'll never forget that day!

btw, next week... our school will be having it's 50th anniversary... actually it's our college lang pala... Monday, it's our FUN RUN... hehe

till next time guys...

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Thu, 09 Nov 2006 02:13:43 GMT

Finally... after so many months... Naka-post ulit ako... harharÜ Same excuses.... I've been busy with my duty and at the same time finals pa nun.... hahahaÜ Anyweiz... i'm back na and i've got loads of stuffs to make kwento... hehehe

before the finals...

--> syempre duty... hmmm... i met a new ji na naman... si manong jomer... Although ako lang tumatawag na manong... hahaha he was the one who told me na abren was hospitalized because of dengue.. hmm... but he's ok naman na now..

--> Supposed to be our last duty will be in dr cha but due to typhoon milenyo... it was cancelled... and the good thing was we didn't had a make-up duty for it... wuhoo!!!!

during the finals...

--> wala kaming written exam in english!! yipee!!!! so i had time to review for my finals sa rm...

--> intensive practicum: God is really Good talaga.. cause our group was assigned at Cogeo, a.k.a Community kami... Plus Ma'm David didn't give us a hard time there.. It's like 1 week kaming nag-review at the staff haws...

--> RLE written exam: God it's so mahirap talaga! argh! So nakakainis talaga!

--> NCM 101 A & B: it was hard din.... argh talaga...

Thursday, September 07, 2006

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 07:08:25 GMT

whew!!! it's been so many weeks narin since i last posted... haha Anyway, i've been busy with lots of things... (SCHOOL of course!) hahaÜ So many exams and toxic (????) duty... but at the same time, that so-called toxicity of my duty, was really fun!! really!!! here's the catch:

my NURSERY duty was so fun!! I got the chance to be a "SURROGATE" mother!! haha what a term! anywei, the babies are soooo cute!!! hehe that duty was memorable! I saw a mother gave birth... I won the bet between the 2 Junior interns (thank God it's a girl!).... I was able to do cord dressing... And so much more... hehe plus, i saw yummy during my last duty...

my 3 night duties at the OB WARD was so freaking memorable din!!! Wanna know why?? Abren was the junior intern there! haha!! When we arrived at the ISO room to put are things, i was so shocked to see a cutue guy walking and checking patients... it was ABREN!!!! as in!!! OH MY GOD!!! haha So much for my answered prayer! haha When it rains, it pours!! haha at ganun ang na-experience ko!!! I had the chance to talked to him.. He was so makulet pala and funny too...<and this time, i am not bias!!!> As in, nakikipagkulitan pa siya!!! hahaha

Oliver was injured during that time... tsk tsk... but i know he's ok na.... Talo sila kla Dr. Ching.

In our Delivery Room CHA duty.... Abren was there too!!!! hahaha We're so meant to be talaga!! just kidding!! hehehe Plus, we had a case!!! May nanganak!!! yipee!!! hehehe

As of my current duty naman, it's ok naman.. i saw yummy kanina... while i was having my break at the cafeteria... SHIT!!! i'm so damn happy talaga!! hehehe

So til here.. anywei, i'll be showing you some of my group's pics... It was taken last Sunday at Doctor Tom's...

excited magpapicture!!! hahaha

Smile!!!!Ü

Kontrabida effect....

pa-cute effect....

stolen kunwari... haha

nice foxe....

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

Tue, 22 Aug 2006 03:51:24 GMT

Just finished my exam in Sleep, Rest, Thermoregulation, Pain & Comfort... (WHEW!)

it's my night duty mamaya at the OB WARD!!! hahahaha

3 days din un....

gotta catch some sleep....

tc!!!!

ciao!!!

....animo....

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 01:07:41 GMT

MALDITA IN LOVE???!!!!

(nah!!! I don’t think so..)

Questions that are difficult to answer:

“ Maghintay ka lang… Eh what if kung he’s waiting din… eh di hindi na kayo nagkita?!”

- hmm… in fairness to my friend, she’s kinda right.. but according to Julia Fordham and Nina, “love moves in mysterious ways..” (I think!) hehehe

Or what if someone asked you “Would you love someone who completes you or someone who loves you completely!?”

- what the f***!! Hehehe ei, I should be paid endorsing this movie I saw in the TV last night… For me,.. uhm can I have both?! Haha But so far, i’m not in the “oh-I’m-in-love-right-now” kind of idea.

For people who doesn’t know me, na-first time to read my post, you might be thinking na “God, this girl is bitter sa love..” or “Na-inlove na ba yan?? She doesn’t know that it’s a nice feeling kaya!”

To clear the issue. “YES AND NO!” Yes, I have fallen in (and even out of) love.. I know it’s a nice feeling naman eh… and No, I am not and never will be bitter sa love…

It’s just that, i enjoy being single right now, and I’m loving it!!! Hehehe (no, I’m not sarcastic about it!Ü) I can do anything or go out with anyone, without people talking behind na I might be 2-timing or cheating someone. (geeshh, mind your own business people! haha)

Yes, for people who are updated sa aking lovelife… it’s been a year na, since my heart felt a sudden twitch.. But the last so-called ‘twitching’ made me realize that some guys are just freaking s*** and with it, I became a better person, (inside and out). I’m thankful for what had happen in the past and I know there are no room for regrets or whatsoever, but only unsaid curses.. hahaha (mean girl mode! *winks!*)

Kidding aside, the idea of me involve in a relationship as of this moment?!!! Hmm… “not this time…”Ü hehehe I said it before, I enjoy having no strings attached within me… hehehe Maybe someday… but not today! Ayt?! Haha

As of now, I’m liking the idea of me having crushes pa lang.. (haha parang bata!) hehe take for example, the 2 j.i.’s on my last post… Yummy & AbrenÜ (if oliver read this, matatawa siya..), Zanjoe Marudo (I like his body.. serious ako noh! Hahaha), Brent Javier (but someone told me na he’s gay daw.. ung isa naman bi lang daw..), Atom Araullo ( I like the way you think man! Kudos for you!! Hehe aika, I know he’s your ultimate crush…), Paul (cute lang siya… hehehe),.. and the lists goes on.. hahaha

Enough of the love thingy… hehehe Anyway, you know what? I want to watch CLICK!! Argh!!!! Super nakakainis!!! Supposed to be last August 9 pa, but due to my freaking schedule and the toxic C.I.’s, I haven’t set a date pa on when we will be watching Click.. Most of my friends told me na it’s nakakaiyak daw… How should I know?! I haven’t seen it pa! Argh talaga! Shems! Hehehe I promised someone na we will be watching this movie of Adam Sandler but due to my reasons above… Hindi pa natutuloy… I owe 2 movies na… 1 was Nacho Libre starring Jack Black.. but same reasons, hindi natuloy… So I told him, last July na Click na lang (coz I thought by August I’m not toxic na.. that’s what I thought!) So ngayon, pending pa rin ang lakad namin… For the person involved, I’m so SORRY talaga…

By 2 pm mamaya, I’ll be having my duty at Nursery.. (yippee!!! Coz I love babies!!!) hehehe I’ve been waiting for this duty talaga.. Cause most of my duties are OB ward (involving Ob & Gyne patients), OPC (out-patient clinic… Though it was okay, coz that was the time I saw yummy.. hehe), Community (Antipolo forever..) and Delivery Room (too bad… no one gave birth..) So I’m really looking forward for my duty mamaya.. I’m with Maka, Kat and Jigs..

--> PS: i'm so liking this song.. it's from Disney's original movie "HIgh School Musical" which is by the way a good movie...Ü enjoy...

START OF SOMETHING NEW

(duet: Gabriella & Troy)Ü

Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

So til here,… I’ll be resting muna…

Have a nice day ahead of you!!!

Ciao!!!

…Animo…

DARN SCHEDULES!!!!!

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 04:45:46 GMT

I really hate my school *contrary on my previous post* pag gumagawa sila ng last minute sched... Take this day for example.. It was posted on our bulletin board "Sec E-F 1:00-5:00 August 16, 2006" And it pisses me off right now coz up to now, which 1:53 in my watch, na i'm here sa MISD because we're still waitin for a room and certainly waiting for our professor!!!! *BEEP* *_put a curse word_*

Anywei, i set myself that it would not ruin my entire day... Although the PC i'm using right now kinda nagstuck... ARGH!! even the keyboard sucks too!!!

Can't think of anything to say... Hahaha... *what a loser* hehehe

Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 01:02:46 GMT

At the end of the day, it’s your own decision that matters.

(The heck with others!)

Well, why that kind of quote!? Guess you might be wondering.. At one point in my life, 1 decision I made got people flooded me with so many questions…

It’s not a life and death situation naman eh, hahaÜ People were so O.A. lang to react like that and mind you, it’s been so many years na… so move on people!

Me choosing RM (abbreviation of UERMMMC) as my school is what I’m talking about. I should say that I never regretted that decision, for it’s one of my greatest decision in life.. hehehe Yah, I’m so far enjoying the torture my course has brought me.. hahaha just joking! But really, I’m enjoying, halata naman eh! Haha

But for some people, even though I’m in 3^rd year na, they can’t get over the fact na this is my preferred career.. *winks* hehe

* my ‘parents- though they let me choose my preferred career and school, still sometimes give me that “i-wish-you’re-in-ust’ look. Specially my dad (former thomasian) who had difficulty in opening that topic, but it really shows naman eh.. BTW, I’m a daddy’s girl! So persuading him, is kinda easy.. I hope! Hehehe

What are the preferred courses by the people around me….

* my peers, though not all of them (RM or non RM) asked me ‘Why nursing?!” my only reply “why not?!” Really, why not nursing?!

à One of my kabarkada in RM told me “Eh ang galling mo sa numbers ah (FYI: I enjoyed STAT and PHYSICS that time) bakit hindi ka nag engineering or accounting?’ I smiled and say, ‘Hindi naman” Compare what maths (super daming math kasi eh!) my sister is taking up, can’t bear that noh! Besides, my sister is an engineering student (She’s a thomasian too! Kaya medyo naging pressure din!) na noh, kaya niya na yan without me! Hahaha

à Others naman, “Dapat nag Comm. Arts ka! Sobrang bagay ka dun noh!” in short, I’m a speaker… but I’m 100% listener talaga! Hehehe right maricor?! Siguro if you’re going to tally what courses people prefer para sakin… highest number would be Comm. Arts, followed by Biology, Journalism, and Tourism.

à Journalism… hmmm… I love writing, but due to super tight schedule, hindi pa ko nakakapagsulat ulit… My last writing (tama ba?! Hehe) was 2 weeks ago.. Take note, it was an assignment for my Speech Comm. Class, it’s all about the controversies on the recent Nursing Board exam… A classmate of mine, read my essay and gave a comment na “ Ayos ha, aktibistang aktibista! Pwede kang pang newspaper ah! Bakit hindi ka nag journa’ (Journa pa ang term nang loko!) hehehe

à Another incident regarding sa pagrefer sakin ng Journalism, ung Literature professor ko when I was in 2^nd year, 1^st semester. Our quiz was to list down questions that you think it’s appropriate for the stories. After our class he told me that naiiba daw ung questions ko (hah!? Weird nga eh,. Kung alam nyo lang ginagawa ko nung quiz na un, you’ll be laughing at my prof…) He told me na ‘Na-consider ko ba na mag-journalism nung high school ka? Kasi para ung mga questions mo, pang reporter’ Natawa lang ako hehehe… Plus, he gave me a perfect score! So why react pa!?

After their preferred course, university naman… (and this is the most intriguing) heheheÜ

à UST- I have nothing against that school, actually, I like that school, but I just didn’t see myself to be in that school (but I like going there! Once in awhile…) Madaming tao ang nanghinayang when they found out na hindi ako nag-UST… Though it’s hard din for me, pero, that’s life! Hehehe People around me are thomasians… my mom, my dad, my sister, my tito’s and tita’s and even my cousins… SO, talagang it’s hard…Ü (I spent sleepless nights talaga para mag-isip) hehehe A thomasian friend of mine quote me “You have the heart of a thomasian” hah!? Heart ka jan! hehehe

Regarding ust, to clear the issue *HINDI PO AKO BUMAGSAK, AYT!? I PASSED THE USTET!* but I’ve decided na hindi mag-ust… and that’s it! Hehe

à UP- whoa!!!! I’m not that super talino naman noh! Why UP daw, it’s just simple, I can speak what’s in my mind and I can really stand up for what I believe is right… medyo deep noh!? Kahit ako eh tawa na lang reply ko sa kanila… hehehe Specially when my Prof in Speech Comm, nag-comment sakin infront of my classmates (buong sec F!) Aktibista nga daw eh (see the why journalism course above!) and the way I comment on things regarding religion, politics, and even love, im so UP-ish daw… Like hello?! Prangka lang ako, hehehe I admire the students of that university! They’re full of self-expressions and freedom! Hehehe

That’s not all the events, madami pa, but I’ll be taking up the whole screen, and might take you so many mins. Just reading the reasons (though some are mababaw!)..

As for my current school, I’M LOVING IT! (MCDO?!) hehe really… If I’m not in RM, I dunno, what I’ll be right now… a) thomasian!? Hehehe b) aktibista c)drug addict d)pusher… well.. okay the last 2, medyo exaggerated na… hehehe

What I’ll be missing if I’m not an UERMMCIAN…

* YUMMY (the superman slash Capt. Barbell J.i. hunk)

* ABREN (Also a j.i. that I have a crush on!! As in!!!)

* White Zombies (ara,kim,kris,mark,den,ce,cel,che,joy)

* Sec 2 B (miss you so much guys! I hate reshuffle!!)

* Sec 3F (new friends!!)

* ABREN & YUMMY

* Group 20 (kaye,jr,juri,hami,maka,kat,jigs,gerell,chevy,migui,rhea)

* ABREN & YUMMY

* Notorious professors (hahaha)

* PHC: LBM triumvate (Lim, Butcon, Molo connection)

* Doc toms, Viv’s…. hahaha jollibee!

* Dr. Ching (shocks!!!!)

* The ever MISD (I love your PC’s!!! haha)

* Library (my resting place! Haha kidding!)

* ABREN & YUMMY

* Nursing nights.,.

* crushiness Paul! Hahaha (he’s such a cuite! Wish he won’t see this!)

*ABREN & YUMMY

* ABREN & YUMMY (10x) hahaha!!!

* so much more….

See, I’m so enjoying RM that I’ll be missing many things if hindi ako nag RM… Specially the 2 j.i. hunks that are so gwapo!!!! Hahaha I’m not bias ha!!! Seeing is believing!!! Hehehe Oliver told me na Paolo’s gwapo too, but too bad, hindi ko pa siya nakikita! heheheÜ

Life must go on… and for you guys, move on na! heheheÜ Even if I had a thomasian heart, I have the uermmmcian blood naman…”’ BEAT THAT!! Hehehe

Til here guys… til my next post… hmm… about next month pa… just kidding!!!

Love yah!!!

Mwah!!!

Ciao!!

Friday, July 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 01:15:04 GMT

Here's a song na yung singer eh.... famous talaga.... i really like this song!!!

STARS ARE BLIND..

Just hanging here with you
Cuz I don't find too many guys
That treat me like you do
Those other guys all wanna take me for a ride
But when I walk their talk is suicide
Some people never get beyond their stupid pride
But you can see the real me inside
And I'm satisfied, oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

My love, ohh oh

I could be your confidante
Just one of your girlfriends
But I know that love's what you want
If tomorrow the world ends
Why shouldn't we be with the one we really love?
Now tell me who have you been dreaming of
At night at home? oh no, ohh

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Baby i'm perfect for you

Excuse me for feeling
This moment is critical
Might be me feeling
It could get physical, oh no, no no

Even though the gods are crazy
Even though the stars are blind
If you show me real love baby
I'll show you mine

I can make you nice and naughty
Be the devil and angel too
Got a heart and soul and body
Let's see what this love can do
Let's see what this love can do
Baby I'm perfect for you

Baby I'm perfect for you

Even though the gods are crazy

Even though the stars are blind

Even though the gods are crazy

finally guessed who the singer is....

yah i know who may think na she's a bitch.... but i like her!!!

tc ciao!!!!

Friday, July 14, 2006

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 01:09:53 GMT

I REALLY HATE RAINY DAYS!!!!! ARGH!!!!

even if i'm not asthmatic naman! I dunno what's with the rain na para akong depressed... <psychosomatic ba ito!?> harhar anyweiz, 2 straight days na akong nasa bahay!!! and i wanna go out! hahaha

anyweiz, after 48 years <san ba nakuha yang expression na yan!> i finally got my yearbook... YUP! my highschool yearbook... hehehe it was fun recalling the memories in my high school years... hehehe and who ever wrote my profile... isa lang masasabi ko sau.... (MAGKANO BA NABAYAD KO!?) hehehe parang napakabait ko ata ha! hehehe just joking., for sure may hideen desire.. yak!may ganun b?! hehe just kidding... THANK YOU! coz feeling ko pretty ko ! wahaha <excerpts :this slim, tall girl... with black beauty and captivating smile:> see?! akong ako... hehehe just kdding...

SO miss my high school friends... too bad... busy pa talaga ako... hai... oh btw, meckie left na rin... huhu and it pissed me off na hindi ako nakapunta sa surprise despidida nya! argh!

Shox! may duty pa ako mayang pm... argh! it's up to 10 pm... 2-10... waaah!!! Lord HELP ME!!! and my freaking exam pa ako sa Maternal tomorrow morning!!!

Wish me luckk...

MISS YOU SO MUCH GUYS!!!!!
TIL HERE!!!!
CIAO!!!!

oh btw,... i wish si abren ang j.i. mamaya!!!hahah

mwah!!!!!